When I went to my mom's house today, I took a lot of photos of her various farm animals!

( VERY photo intensive post! )

• 13:16 settling into the new house. #

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Is reel one this time not out of order one! Forgets you saw thats one! Now
bak to story...current storiez, not part from later on that you wuzn't
aposed to see!

iz totally how we kleened rv, now smells all good and two cycle gassy, and
sometimes emu passes out just walking by it, tho might be huge dust ploom.

then dumped skoop of tide laundry detergent in bukket walruz left when moved
out, and filled with warm water and then then washt outside and emu did this
whole wet tshirt contest but emu never wins, looks like wet mop....then
kried.

CLICK TO MAKE HUGE SO YOU KAN SEE MAH AWEZOM DETAILs!

Take anything you hear about me, no matter who it's from, with a handful of salt. There is a lot of shit flying around. I am not your tabloid. I am not your gossip fodder. Everything you hear is biased. Trust nobody.


I am living in Pittsburgh again and my life is greatly improving. I am more confident and okay with the gender I was born into. I still don't always like being called a girl, but I also don't dry heave when I see myself naked. Every inch of my body is scarred in some way, and I'm not ashamed about it. I am what I am. I don't shudder when I hear my given name anymore. I have very promising things on the horizon. I am working as hard as I can to make back more money and pay off the rest of my outstanding commissions. I am saving money for a car and a new apartment. I am not interacting with the furry fandom at all anymore and it feels amazing. My free time is spent making music with my brother and doing constructive things I love and even watching cartoons sometimes. I spend less than an hour a day on the internet and I wouldn't have it any other way.

I have at least two people in real life who love me and have my back - one blood brother and one soulmate. No names need to be named because it's none of your business: all you need to know is that they both exist entirely in physical form, not digital. If this is all I ever have in real life, I am okay with that. I do not need to validate my existence to anyone. I feel like I can almost face the rest of the world right now. I am learning that the universe is not as terrifying in real life as it is in my head. I do not fight or argue with anyone except my father, which is an acceptable standard. I haven't raised my voice in over a month. I have no intention of leaving PA again any time soon. I feel like I have stepped through a doorway into the real world and am walking towards a truly adult life.


I did not "go crazy and run far far away" or do any of the other things that people are saying. I stepped out of the fantasy world and into the real one. I found a balance.



_{and you know what? I still like robots and goofy animals and weird science and tim and eric and stupid shit, and I still have all my characters and stories and ideas in my head, too. but nothing rules over me anymore - especially not a subculture or a social group, of ANY sort. They're mine, and I'm mine. This life is mine now.}

alrighty everybody, we're in and safe :D working on getting settled in.
doug and i won't have his furniture till this weekend, so my stuff is still mostly boxed up and his stuff is mostly at his mom's house. but we have a bed and a tv so we're good. no cable, we haven't signed up for satellite yet. but the internet is working now, yaaay! it wasn't working and the technician came out this morning to fix it.
anyway, sooo many pictures will come. it's really quite amazing here :)

...of the band The Pains Of Being Pure Of Heart, the song & band that I performed as Division in their music video. Filmed yesterday with a BUNCH of furries. <3

Click on the icon for the download link.

Phew the weekend went well, decided to take it easy last weekend. Just watched a bunch of classic horror movies. Switched gyms I got rather bummed that my original gym decided to switch back to there regular odd ball hours, half days on Friday and closed the weekend?? Anyway the new place is quite nice much more closer. So right now I'm very pooped and sore but the good kinda sore. I've picked up and upgraded on my Furry fiesta membership and I'm working and extra weekend to swap out the weekend in February ^.=.^ Sadly though I don't think I'll be able to make it to FC. Most folks I know already had their rooms booked up or decided not to go themselves.

Yesterday was the 1 year anniversary of Rukus' death. I had meant to light a candle to memorialize him, but got caught up doing other things. I suppose my writing this entry on today will me my memorializing of him. I still think of him to this day, and miss his presence at cons.

Today is officially two important people in my life's birthday: tekaril and citrusbastard One of them I met when he was 17 drunk on the stairs at FWA 2005 which began an epic friendship that continues to this day, and the other was someone I met through my environmental activism that introduced me to my grad school adviser. Both important people I treasure and care for.

Finally tomorrow is the 2 year anniversary of my exchange community realmailxchange which I think is safe to claim to be one of the most successful and long lasting exchange communities on LJ, and my proudest accomplishment via this website. If anyone wants to take part sign ups are going on.

To ensure these occasions are marked, I think I'll make this a rare public entry. Greetings to all that read this. I just felt these important occasions were something I should share with all.

And with that, g'night.

This post are dated wierd so that you can always have at top of page link to start of comics if you just tuning in so don't have to go all the way bak to find them as is pain can just keep kliking next, is very few posts between komix so is easier that way!

START AT THIS LINK! I mean click it wit little arrow to go there, well page goes there...you stay in computer chair and don't be digitizin' like in tron or nothin', emus insurance don't cover that....

http://emoburd.livejournal.com/38845.html

Also Emu Comix tag now is on all comics for easy location! Whee!

~~*AGH THIS ALL WRONG DONT REED IT YOU SPOILS STORY!! IS KATASTRPHIE!! STOP REEDING STPPIT!*~~

In this Komix emu and kokroach salesbug come to terms with terns terms and
kokroach gets twinky and is reel funny! Is totally what happened when bot
off craigslist. I even drew in sunshine and mountains that was there when
gotted it. I'm not rly happee with how this one was drawed bekause is not
very detailed but was hurried today and so RV isn't reely right but is okay
I guess, That last line by Rev Dragon is funny also, he rly said that.

Clix to make larger!

Neogeen.com Art Gallery - Click GALLERY for the archive.

There you go. It's not perfect and it's not everything, but it will be where I upload anything I draw (Or have drawn, as I find older stuff. It will be tagged "archive"). I will still post art image dumps here when I am able. The index page is not finished, but it will be a hub for my art, projects (Benth, Tower, etc), events (cheshire ball, etc), and contacts. I haven't tested it in anything but FF, but honestly I'm just putting this online because...

...I've come to the conclusion that I just do not have enough time for everything I do. For November I am going to sacrifice my internet/computer time and convert that directly into drawing time. I cannot work, draw, and be online/on the computer. So I am cutting one major part of my day off and attempting to use that time to draw (As much as I'd rather cut out work instead...). Yes, it will make contacting me a little harder then it is now. But I need to try this, as not having enough time to do everything is tearing me apart. I hate to cut my online social time even more, but I have to do it somewhere. I'm not sure the best way to stay in contact with people under my own terms - even social online galleries are outside my time right now (FA, DA). Please bear with me.

You can always contact me through email. Just make sure you spell it right! (No "R" in "neogeen" folks, remember!)

So the short of it: I'm on a break. I'll post art there and I will still pop up here on LJ. Just take my resounding silence as a happy sign - it means I'm drawing more.